Throwing Back A Thorn Bush

You know the feeling where something just keeps persisting in your mind and makes you worry and think about it all day long to no end. It just like walking through a thorn bush. No matter how hard you push along to get past it, the thorns are still there to prick you. But alas, i now feel that i have broken free of that thorn bush which has been pricking me the past weeks.

It was such a pain not because i did not know what to do but rather i knew what had to be done and i was afraid of the probable outcome of that decision. The answer that i was longing to know would either be a warm breeze or a hammerfall on dainty crytal heart.

I'm glad that I now have the answer to which was bugging me and it was an answer that i really hoped for.

A smile like a blinding glaze,
A frown like a grey blanket,
Shalt thou smile then the stars shine,
Shalt thou frown shalt the stars die,
I hope thou shalt always be the way that i know thou,
That bright crazy lovely one that i fell for.

The noises are dying down as everyone has finally gotten tired of it. How much can one be of a topic? Long but not indefinite. The chaos dies down to leave a silence and peace that resembles a falling leaf.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Resurrection

It has been such a long time since i've updated my blog. I have not had any steam to do so but somehow i came by it and i just felt like writing something.

Where art thou my fair,
Thy warmth sooths the very soul,
Love thou I shall.

Noises, stories and rumors float in the air like pollens fly with a gust of wind.
Heed not these things i shall for i find a spot which i name my
'Silence in the Midst of Noise'.

Act i shall as i wish whether bold or shy. I have not a fear to show my feelings. Smirk as you may but it shan't sway me. I live my path as it lies.

~Kit~

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

That Which is No Longer Present

I realize that I've not been blogging for at least a month. Heh...i somehow lost the heat for it during that time interval because i felt that i was contented with how things were n life for just a short period. Or it could also be because i was a little conflicted during that time. I don't really know and i can tell.

So now winter has really broken in and at this current juncture it's depressing given the current situation. I think most of you who are here with me in Kalamazoo would somehow guess why it would be depressing for me. It is exactly what you think the reason is. As much as i don't want it to be, i am still thinking of it and feeling the absence.

This would not be the first time that this has happened but somehow this time, the feeling seems heavier and carries with it more emotions. However, i am not one to spoil someone's day by reminiscing about it. I will put on a smiling front and enjoy my time with the rest of you. My grey scale feelings are not something you all should be burdened with. I applaud you all for putting up with my nonsense and i know that i go overboard sometimes and i apologize for it. However, please understand that sometimes i also have my limits of which i can take nonsense. I admit I'm not a very patient person, in fact far from it but i try.

I'm sorry.

I miss you.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

On Hold

I'm currently in no mood no blog and have not been since the last post....
shall update when finals are over i hope.....
or when i feel like it....
Till then....

Thursday, December 4, 2008

From Then Till Now

So i've been lazy to update my blog despite having nothing else better to do...But i think i've reach a point where its getting considerably outdated....

So anyway...life's the same old same old...this weekend was fun though since it was the 'Scariest' day of the year...yes it was Halloween!!!
Halloween here sure is something awesome. Over here in the states, its something that is really big and everyone takes the trouble to prepare and dress up for it. There were so many parties going around and most of the hottest joints in Kzoo were crazy. Unfortunately, unlike Malaysia over here you have to be 21 to enter those joints and to drink. And your's truly is sadly only 19.

So instead of partying outside, we had a small home party at our place on Friday night and Saturday we went for the Halloween Dance that was organized by IPC. Pictures ensue.....


Ghoul??
I actually looked scary here
Mai and I
Sue-Lynn and I

The Pimp, The Spirit, The Cheerleader, The Ghoul
Cheryl, Yui, Mai, Me
Malaysians
Go figure
oooo *burns*
Matching??
After washing my face....damn eyeliners

Alright for more pics please proceed to my Facebook page. I'm too lasy to arrange them in here :P
Anyway signing off now....shall blog about any other interesting things that might happen this week.

~Kit~



Monday, November 3, 2008

My 19th

Alright i admit that this is way way overdued. My birthday was on the 10th which was a Friday but we went Firehouse, a bar/club on Thursday night. Sadly being only 19th and being in America, i couldnt drink so it was a little of a joy kill. So anyway a few pics to show what happened and what we did....

Bel, me, Henry
No i dont smoke really...its someone else's
The Pair Anisa and I

Getting it on at the dance floor
Mark, Sue-Lynn Sue-Lynn, Cheryl

Anisa, Bel
Amin looks excited




Yeap...thats what we did for my birthday....

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Oh yea....Jan Yi came over from Ann Arbor for the weekend....she had study break and took the ooportunity to come over...it was good to see her and HAHAHAHA we managed to get her drunk :P

Still wanna come over again Jan??

~Kit~

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Cooking

I actually find that cooking is fun and it relieves stress. When you cook, all there is to worry about is the food that you're cooking and all other things just seem to fade away for a period. Also, its fun cause you get to experiment wth new ways off cooking. Granted i dont have many ingredients to cook with so I have to attempt to make something new out of what i have.

Anyway, i cooked this for dinner today :D:D


A lil more and it'll be as good as my mum's....it might the seasoning not the skills though HAHAHA...self denial.....lol
Its chicken by the way.....
Oh well I was bored and just wanted to post this up :D Oh and KaiSin if you want it you have to come here...HAHAHA



~Kit~

Wednesday, October 15, 2008