Taking Time Off

Sorry for not keeping my blog posted but i've currently run of of steam to write anything and i do not see the point in rambling about my daily life and making this into a mere diary.

So i shall be taking some time off and shall update when i feel like doing so.

Sorry for the i-dont-care attitude but this is my blog after all.

Well running off then....


~Kit~

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Tying Up Some Ends and Life Ahead

6 and a half more weeks till i go over to the states. Its not really as long as what it sounds like since time does literally FLY. And yet there are still so many things left to do such as my visa, paying for the flight and packing.

Well visa ought not be a problem since i already have everything and just need to get it done. Just that i don't wanna go do it alone and rather wait for Amin. However if worst comes to worst I'll have to do it alone but I'll wait for him.

Besides that i still need to SHOP for the stuff that i need. Well i basically have everything but just need more of them that's all. One of something wont be any good if it goes bad or missing. However still putting it off....my mum's been asking me to not procrastinate but its a bad habit. Suppose that I'll have to get it done this weekend or next.

Currently I'm having mixed feelings as to going off cause a huge part of me is excited to go over for all the new experience and independent living (so cliche) but a smaller part of me seems hooked here where i know my way around, i know how to handle and manage things and also all the taken-for-granted good food that Malaysia has to offer. Also this part of me feels grieve to leave my parents as when I'm gone only the both of them are left. It will be my parents in a house that seems a little too large for only two people to stay in. However, i feel privileged that my parents are able to send me out of the country to study where many other youths my age do not have the opportunity. So, i feel obligated to return to Malaysia after i have finished studying. If i do get a job over in the States i would not turn it down as i have made this decision some time ago that working there is better than coming back to Malaysia to work seeing as how the country is turning out nowadays. Its all too pro-Malay (no offence meant). If i do obtain a job there i would still make sure i come back to see to my parents. But ahh, this is all talk for now. I'm sure many of those who read this would think that 'ahh...this guy is saying what all other people say and wont do'. Well i cant deny that i will hold on to this but i will do my best and see what the future holds in store.

Also, i would be sure to miss my friends and peeps that i have known since small and also those that i have only gotten to know these past 2 years but it would seem that not all of us would be continuing on to the same places. College is like a meeting point before a split road where you get to enjoy the most of two years then you're off to another place with a few friends and have to make new ones again. But that's all life as my dad says. The people around you will always change and will only stabilize once you reach working life. But that's still some years more to come. For now i suppose I'll have to look in front of me and concentrate with what is about to come.

Ahh well enough thinking about this before i start crying (most people would not believe this). Haha...well enough rambling for now....shall write again when i feel like it...

~Kit~

Monday, July 7, 2008

American Week & Paintball

Well American Week is officially over and there isnt much to do now :D. Friday was the last day of the American Week and was also the American Independence Day. We had the finals of the hot dog eating competition which was won by yours truly...not gonna post the pics coz eating competition picture's never look good...makes people look like barbarians...lmao. The pics are on facebook however.

So after we were done with the American Week and all the cleaning up, we proceeded to play paintball later in the afternoon which Ming has been organizing since last week. And i must say paintball was really really fun (ish..cliche word).

Yeap we laughed, shot people, laughed at people after they have been shot and also as usual be bitchy on the field with all the taunting and stuff. AND AND Cheryl DIDN'T manage to shoot me...HAH suck on that.....'tong konsong'.

And today was very laid back....slept till 5.30pm...yes i'm nocturnal....and nothing much till now....So...off now to do something else....

~Kit~

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Loss of Motivation

Currently, i don feel motivated to do much and i find that things are starting to become a lil boring. I wonder whether this is because i'm gonna be going over soon and am excited over it to the point where not much enthralls me here. The only things that still bring joy are the peepz that i see on a daily basis when i'm not spending day light locked in my room sleeping with no care even if the sky falls.

Somehow its only with friends that i feel lifely, be it old friends who i have not seen for ages or the peepz from college. I suppose its fun cause we bing ADTP-ians are somewhat on the edge on being crazy and doing stuff that at times might not be normal. Its those special things that really bring joy.

And the peepz...with them ranging from normal to bitchy to bimbotic to woman-ish to whatever is it, that's what brings the life in ADTP. Well in our gang atleast. Although sometimes we do go overboard with what we say and for that i must apologize on my part (sry john.... :D).

Arh well enough said...life's not been very interesting to blog about. Well looking forward to paintball on Friday...hehehe *evil laughter*.....i get to shoot people for no reason and no one can find fault in that...lalala :D:D

~Kit~

Wednesday, July 2, 2008