Beach, Life and Feelings

Went to South Haven last Saturday with the housemates and some seniors and friends. 11 of us went and it was an enjoyable trip. We left our place like 12 something and got to the beach close to 2. And the amazing thing is that we only came back at 2am. Yes people 2am. We played around during the day at the beach and in the evening we had a bbq and drinking. Yes drinking is pretty much included in most gathering/group dinner/bbq/party in the States. I might most probably go back to Malaysia an alcoholic. We had like 2 bottles of Bacardi that night with quite alot of beer. No one got drunk so no worries. Anyway i'm going to let the pictures take it away.

The Beach

Pier

Inwards view

Chris, Mark and Cheryl

The insolent bbq grill

Sunset

Sunset with Sue-Lynn and Mike

We surprised Venn

Motion

It goes from this....

to this...

and finally this.

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Life here in the States has been pretty much boring. There really isn much to do and sometimes it can be a little depressing especially when the net is down. Its a good thing that we can still hang out with people. It really isnt so bad as there are still things to do around here. Its the nights and Sundays when the bus doesnt run.

There isnt even things to spend money on if you do have the cash to spend. Dont mention things like getting a PS3 or Xbox. Those things can become boring after some time. We still dont have a tv yet and are pretty much leeching off Dawn' cable. Sorry Dawn. You find us in your place almost everyday.

I need to get out more. It seems that the only thing that i can do is throw on my sports attire and just go out jogging or playing something alone or with others. This is going to be the life for the next 2 years.

Atleast i wll say that cooking is fun. Seriously you might think that a guy liking to cook is not manly but there is a certain thrill in trying out something and seeing whether it comes out good. I dont mind cooking for others as long as i have the time and i know what to cook. Well that pretty much sums up life over here.

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Uncomfortable is what i would describe my feelings now. Somehow and i cant really explain why but i tend to worry about other people more than myself. Seeing others in distress makes me worry them. Its been like this since i can remember. I worry for my friends, relatives and basically people that are close to me or i know. It might have come from the time when someone i knew did something incredibly regretful because that person was in a distressed and depressed state. The only time i dont worry is when i'm asleep. Arh well i'm human and i do have emotions although quite a number of people would not believe that coming from me. Do i really put on a cold demeanor that depicts me. I admit that i can be cold at times but i do care especially for those i keep close to my heart. I need assurance to stop worrying........

~Kit~

Monday, September 22, 2008